Creative Hobbies

I've been writing since I was a little child.

It was always some kind of short story or - for a long time - roleplaying. (More about that in the roleplay section.)

I wanted to be a journalist for some time and I dream of publishing some of my writing officially one day. Not really for the money, more because my characters deserve to tell their stories. Especially nowadays I do not rely on fandoms anymore, but create my own. Some of my writing originates from roleplaying. But I don't use the characters of other people in my stories.

They're theirs. Some may call it recycling, but I'm sure roleplayers know the feeling of not being able to give their characters a good ending, or even tell their stories at all. Which is basically the reason for one of my books.

As mentioned earlier, I've written some shorter stories before and even uploaded some of them. Nowadays I cringe because of them. But until my books are out, you can read them instead. Keep in mind that it's been ages since I wrote them. But for for fun I'll still list them.

I'm writing three books:

• Fate of Paghueh
• The Virus (work title)
• This is Fucking Hardcore

Since I do not know, if I will ever publish them in English, there will no additional info be added at the moment.

Here is where I would put my English short stories.

I enjoy drawing (both pencil and digital).

I’m not very good at it. Most artists say that, but in my case it’s actually true. I can manage doodles or small sketches, but I have no sense for colours or art style.

So far, I’ve drawn one tattoo design and created a band logo for a friend.

I've been drawing for as long as I can think of. I kinda wish I would've put more points into that skill, but by now I'm fine with it. I rather write than draw. There's a reason why I always say I'm drawing with words.

I mainly draw human faces, as I'm somehow unable to learn anything different. I tried with animals, but I always get confused about body proportion. Sometimes I have a good day and actually manage to draw a somewhat good looking animal. Most of the time they look like they want to be killed tho.

I learned in school how to draw human faces and stuff. But for the most past I stick to the same reliable guy face with some piercings and tattos. Honestly, I don't know who that guy is. But if I ever meet him, I'm gonna marry him. If he wants, or not!

Despite always claiming that I can't do anything with acryl, I actually made some really cool paintings with my headmaster in school. Believe me or not, but I was the only student in his art class. The pictures are hanging at the wall at my parents home.

Some of my artwork. Click/tap to view full image.

I've tried for a while to make something good-looking on digital plattforms too. Unfortunately my drawing board (or whatever it's called) broke down. So I only have my mouse to draw digital. And everyone who has ever tried that knows how annoying and difficult that is. Therefore there are no new drawings since about 2021-2022. I might have also lost interest for a long while.

Maybe I'll continue drawing digitally in the future. But for now there are no new plans on doing so.

But if you're interested to see my old artwork, you can hop over to deviantart and see my profile.

Some of my artwork. Click/tap to view full image. Slide for more.

Instruments, that I play

• Guitar (I own a acoustic guitar and an electric guitar. I play like once a year for a week before forgetting about it again.)
• Drums (I played a few times in school and with friends at their band rehearsal.)